posted : Wednesday, February 25, 2009
title : :(
fret.
alrite. i cnt force or fake myself to be cheerful anymore. things lyk nvr turn out to be e way i hv wanted them to. or worst. it's totally a reverse. i rrly hate. to hv to be in a strange surrounding. to hv to adapt again. without any company. loneliness. engulfs my feeling. tremble my nerves. eventhough i'm nt there yet. i dunno wad i'm worrying myself with.. i juz feel insecure. totally upset. y m i so timid.. =.= |