posted : Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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well. e time is still early to be called as today. so
after throwing part of e messy stuffs out of my brain. i shall say little about wad i was busying around for e day. i went sp today. to collect e enrolment package. a big white envelope. got my first-choice of course. taking off soon. relief* i went for medical checkup. blood test, urine test(funny occasion happened lol secret), x-ray(looked damn stupid in e extra huge purple robe), other physical check(bmi, eyes, blood pressure...) and doctor consulting section. total $42.00. e report will b out on 2nd. official enrolment is on 3rd. e formalities of e enrolment will b done in tis week. orientation on 13th. start schling on 20th. fast. i'll break free. soon. i'll hv my dream taking off. i love sp. i'm glad for wad i hv chosen. unlike sumone. pitiful. |
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----------------------------------------------- ------ - - -- -- - - - how to start?an idiotic question. my mind is fastened. none of e words is right for me to sketch out my feeling, right now. * * * halfway washing my face, watching e running water, e lather around my eyes tearing down. cleaned saltly. was e foam stung? mayb not. looking in e mirror, my heart is wounded. this was wad happening. pitiful ironic. * * * i'm tired. to pretend. to humor. y shuld i go through e same thg over n over n over again? jerk. dun push me away. unwittingly, tat's wad happening at e moment. might not know. might not aware. so naturally. it comes n roots. longer, stronger n eventually secure in place. stop interrogate me. i'm not slave. i need privacy. i need space. i need to breathe. being tightened down is surely not my way of living. i'll some day die of melancholy. * * * i couldn't even speak straight-forward. i kno e earth doesn't spin round for me. definately not only for me. but many do not understand. saddening. so. i hv to be well-rounded. i hv to shoked myself with all e words tat truely frm my heart. shut up but speak only e nice. follow up keep up. to fake myself out. hilarious. ridiculous. spit. stop pushing me further. if u dun rrly wan me to be away, forever. |
posted : Monday, March 23, 2009
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i hate u
i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i'm not pointing to watever who. but me myself kayy |
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Ni coleDa rling! he'll get sour again to c tis arhaha:p heyy wad a fun but tiring day wif u, my darling nicole..arrhahaah:* Cheers sis! :DD love youuu urm. ohyeaa. had a great date wif my darling nicole today. a typical gurls' outing, actually. v shopped, caught moviee(marley &me) & ate. but then. ther's only one part i want to emphasize here.. to avoid my darling nicole to misrepresent e storyyy mayb she'll try to make me sounds lyk an 'extraordinary hilarious' one. tat's a ban. :p but then.. e story is a m us i n g.lol alrite. first. i want to complain! e seats were stink ! yuckss really digusted two of us=.= then halfway through e movie.. i heard sumthg-rub-against-sumthg noise. then i turned to my right.. eerie &..creepy weiii e handle of e seat at our nx seating was up. it wasn't initially! omg then i straight away S R C E A M ! ! ! and squeeezeeeeee to nicole's side arhahahaa she yelled wif me too. she's so easily influenced weii. LOL then pairs of eyes were on us instead of e screen.. lollollollollollollollollollollol in e end i realised, tat was only a pair of abhorrent sickening n loathsome bare feet rubbing against each other ! =.= errrghhh... --------------------------------------------------- nicole: there would always some freaky n embarassing thg happen whenever v were together.. tat's right. tat's urs..arhahaha darling nicole, dun forget our nx outing tat u suggested. grin. (: --------------------------------------------------- i hv been a bad gurl today. to ignored u & ur msgs.. sorry darling :( tat'll be a ban frm nw onwards, too. hmm..not tat much msgs in a roll. haix. sorry. |
posted : Sunday, March 22, 2009
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i'm truly a spendthrift. but i'm not fit to be one. |
posted : Thursday, March 19, 2009
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i think myself look sort of.. 'slovenly' these days o.o
almost every night.. i hug my eclipse into dreamsss..endless sweetdreams(bad lie. blekk) without changing into my pyjamas n light is still onnnn....tat's w h y :3 Yet, it's truly my deariee bedtimes storyy:D yeaaa... i'm deeply in loveee with every character of Cullen's now. yipeeee of coz, edward cullen, in particular. only one word to my d e a r i e - fabulous!:* Stephenie meyer is simply a m a z i n g. if i was borned with halve a quarter(1/8??) of her imaginative genes..i'll be loaded blabllaaaa. loads of crappss. arhhah. well. ohh. is n o t w e l l actually.. i'm zapless burden, lots. worrie, lots. trouble, triple lotsss... |
posted : Tuesday, March 17, 2009
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i removed everythg. i did harsh thg without a careful thought. it's indeed my fault. i shuldn't hv got myself involved in tat. mayb not in such an awkward n horrible state. |
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i'm touched.
by e way, uneasiness overwhelmed me. e more u gave, it'll only raise my guiltiness.. i don't deserve it. really. |
posted : Monday, March 9, 2009
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posted : Tuesday, March 3, 2009
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woot. suddendly realised. long time didn mention bout him here. cause.. dun wish to picture some argument scenes . trying to erase. anyway. i didn forget bout u o.. i miss u alot alot... haha ♥ |
posted : Sunday, March 1, 2009
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yayy!!
today is e first day i finally stop working! grin. then early in e morning i woke up to attend theory class of car driving.. damn loooong 3 hours.. but i persevered till e end. many ppl 'fishing' during class lor. tsk tsk tsk. after tat. i went cs. actually my main purpose was to SHOP. oso to celebrate jienlay' bday, by the way:p arhahh. i didn buy him any present. opps. so sorry..hehh but then. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear apejienlay(: congrat to join the Eighteen's. wonderful age(: alrite. continue. i met jingning today. still fair n cute. she's sooo nice..accompanied me go here n there. i suddenly felt sad to think of e distance she seperated herself frm urs during sch time.. v'were close. hope tat v'll b close again after v go to poly:D then v caught a movie. Streetfighter. actually i didn mean to watch it but then vy unfortunately.. fongjienlay' ears stucked wif thick earwax. he misheard. n bought e ticket. haix. nice though e movie(: but then ccy n me left halfway. coz i was starving seriously. lol ohya. i met pei inn too(: she was wif her college's fren. then ccy bought a pair of earrings at chameleon. heart-shaped. weeyeww. v called it a day when time reached 5.30pm. thks to chou jinwei. i nt yet shop enuf lorr... i lyk a white princessy(ccy' language) dress in padini. 50% discount weii. so attractive. i'll own it few days ltr(: wait for me! arhahaha i bought a shirt 4 myself n one for mum. as a gud daughter, i gave her 300bucks too. woa. but then i pok gai alrdy. wondering wher to dig $ out to pay my oil painting lesson feeT.T time flew during relaxing period. time freezed during working hours. alrite. anyway. now, i hv to concentrare in how to DRIVE. & PASS (: |