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posted : Tuesday, March 31, 2009
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well. e time is still early to be called as today. so
after throwing part of e messy stuffs out of my brain.
i shall say little about wad i was busying around for e day.
i went sp today. to collect e enrolment package. a big white envelope.
got my first-choice of course. taking off soon. relief*
i went for medical checkup.
blood test, urine test(funny occasion happened lol secret), x-ray(looked damn stupid in e extra huge purple robe), other physical check(bmi, eyes, blood pressure...) and doctor consulting section.
total $42.00.
e report will b out on 2nd. official enrolment is on 3rd.
e formalities of e enrolment will b done in tis week.
orientation on 13th. start schling on 20th.
fast. i'll break free.
soon. i'll hv my dream taking off.
i love sp. i'm glad for wad i hv chosen. unlike sumone.
pitiful.

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how to start?an idiotic question.
my mind is fastened. none of e words is right for me to sketch out my feeling, right now.
* * *
halfway washing my face, watching e running water, e lather around my eyes tearing down. cleaned saltly. was e foam stung? mayb not. looking in e mirror, my heart is wounded.
this was wad happening. pitiful ironic.
* * *
i'm tired. to pretend. to humor. y shuld i go through e same thg over n over n over again? jerk.
dun push me away. unwittingly, tat's wad happening at e moment. might not know. might not aware. so naturally. it comes n roots. longer, stronger n eventually secure in place. stop interrogate me. i'm not slave. i need privacy. i need space. i need to breathe. being tightened down is surely not my way of living. i'll some day die of melancholy.
* * *
i couldn't even speak straight-forward. i kno e earth doesn't spin round for me. definately not only for me. but many do not understand. saddening. so. i hv to be well-rounded. i hv to shoked myself with all e words tat truely frm my heart. shut up but speak only e nice. follow up keep up. to fake myself out. hilarious. ridiculous. spit.

stop pushing me further. if u dun rrly wan me to be away, forever.

posted : Monday, March 23, 2009
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i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u

i'm not pointing to watever who. but me myself
kayy

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Ni coleDa rling!
he'll get sour again to c tis arhaha:p


heyy wad a fun but tiring day wif u, my darling nicole..arrhahaah:*
Cheers sis!
:DD love youuu

urm. ohyeaa. had a great date wif my darling nicole today.
a typical gurls' outing, actually.
v shopped, caught moviee(marley &me) & ate.
but then. ther's only one part i want to emphasize here..
to avoid my darling nicole to misrepresent e storyyy
mayb she'll try to make me sounds lyk an 'extraordinary hilarious' one.
tat's a ban.
:p

but then.. e story is a m us i n g.lol
alrite.
first. i want to complain! e seats were stink !
yuckss really digusted two of us=.=
then halfway through e movie..
i heard sumthg-rub-against-sumthg noise.
then i turned to my right..
eerie &..creepy weiii

e handle of e seat at our nx seating was up. it wasn't initially!


omg
then i straight away S R C E A M ! ! !
and squeeezeeeeee to nicole's side
arhahahaa she yelled wif me too.
she's so easily influenced weii. LOL
then pairs of eyes were on us instead of e screen..
lollollollollollollollollollollol
in e end i realised, tat was only a pair of abhorrent sickening n loathsome bare feet rubbing against each other !
=.=
errrghhh...
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nicole: there would always some freaky n embarassing thg happen whenever v were together..
tat's right. tat's urs..arhahaha
darling nicole, dun forget our nx outing tat u suggested. grin.
(:

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i hv been a bad gurl today.
to ignored u & ur msgs..
sorry darling :(
tat'll be a ban frm nw onwards, too.
hmm..not tat much msgs in a roll.
haix. sorry.

posted : Sunday, March 22, 2009
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i'm truly a spendthrift. but i'm not fit to be one.

posted : Thursday, March 19, 2009
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i think myself look sort of.. 'slovenly' these days o.o
almost every night.. i hug my eclipse into dreamsss..endless sweetdreams(bad lie. blekk)
without changing into my pyjamas n light is still onnnn....tat's w h y :3

Yet, it's truly my deariee bedtimes storyy:D

yeaaa... i'm deeply in loveee with every character of Cullen's now.
yipeeee
of coz, edward cullen, in particular.
only one word to my d e a r i e - fabulous!:*
Stephenie meyer is simply a m a z i n g.
if i was borned with halve a quarter(1/8??) of her imaginative genes..i'll be loaded
blabllaaaa. loads of crappss. arhhah.

well. ohh. is n o t w e l l actually.. i'm zapless
burden, lots. worrie, lots. trouble, triple lotsss...




posted : Tuesday, March 17, 2009
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i removed everythg.
i did harsh thg without a careful thought. it's indeed my fault.
i shuldn't hv got myself involved in tat.
mayb not in such an awkward n horrible state.

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i'm touched.

by e way, uneasiness overwhelmed me.

e more u gave, it'll only raise my guiltiness..

i don't deserve it. really.

posted : Monday, March 9, 2009
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my sis & I

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i attended a wedding ceremony cum dinner on 7th of march.
it was a saturday
and from that special moment onwards,

my cousin was binded to a forever promise.

(:

urm. it was considered as a quite simple and typical chinese wedding. as there's no ostentation or extravagance. so, it made me felt alittle of 'discontent'. i want mine to be a distinctive one. lol:p
maybe i'm tat type of 'materialistic' haha. or it's a gurl's nature(:
always has a longing for a grand,white and unforgettable wedding. grin.

we started off our journey to seremban on friday. we, including mum, sis and my jimu frm sabah.when we arrived at seremban, it was alrdy night fall. my aunt(i call her lan yi)'s house is sort of shabby. it's a plain fact=.= toilet with no light. no proper room for guest. unwanted goods were lying eveywhere and eventually left only a thin lane to walk. ohh gosh. alrite. although e space was pitying small, it was still managed to spread a sense of warmth(against my own volition to say so:p) as all my mum' siblings were gathered, which made e house merrier(: they chatted lyk old friends whom didn see each other for ages. only then i realise, kinship is always so warm and pure. it'll be rekindled whenever good or bad events happen between all e family members. e tie is held strongly lyk a tough raffia string, lyk it'll never break. althot they're always miles away, their love will never fade. they're always e closed one.


well.

different ppl has different point of view. some think tat a blissful marriage is more than enough.
some ask for more. greedy. lyk me:p

Is marriage a happy starting or happy ending?
who knows? it depends...
anyway, be blissful, cousin jeanne!(:

posted : Tuesday, March 3, 2009
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woot.
suddendly realised. long time didn mention bout him here.

cause.. dun wish to picture some argument scenes . trying to erase.

anyway. i didn forget bout u o.. i miss u alot alot...
haha

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everyone. GOOD news!
i start selling mi fen gueh & xian cha !

:D

lol i helped out at my yima'shop today
coz she's short of staff.
come support me. taman gaya. grin(:
arhahahh





here.. :D













me is tao kaey niur. i was in charged of e cashier counter today:D damn blur when all e customers rushed in together
how to count o...
=.=


















afterwards, mum & me went austin hills resort for sauna n had a good bath:)















locker hall.















reeeflexionnsss...
















alrite. a vy vy tiring day.
should turn in early. haha









posted : Sunday, March 1, 2009
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forgot to mention. v took lots of pictures.

arhaha. two super photoholic(:

cheers ccy:D


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yayy!!
today is e first day i finally stop working!
grin.
then early in e morning i woke up to attend theory class of car driving..
damn loooong 3 hours..
but i persevered till e end.
many ppl 'fishing' during class lor.
tsk tsk tsk.
after tat. i went cs.
actually my main purpose was to SHOP.
oso to celebrate jienlay' bday,
by the way:p
arhahh. i didn buy him any present.
opps. so sorry..hehh
but then. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear apejienlay(:
congrat to join the Eighteen's.
wonderful age(:
alrite. continue.
i met jingning today. still fair n cute.
she's sooo nice..accompanied me go here n there.
i suddenly felt sad
to think of e distance she seperated herself frm urs
during sch time.. v'were close.
hope tat v'll b close again after v go to poly:D
then v caught a movie.
Streetfighter.
actually i didn mean to watch it but then
vy unfortunately..
fongjienlay' ears stucked wif thick earwax.
he misheard. n bought e ticket.
haix. nice though e movie(:
but then ccy n me left halfway.
coz i was starving seriously.
lol

ohya. i met pei inn too(:
she was wif her college's fren.
then ccy bought a pair of earrings at chameleon.
heart-shaped. weeyeww.
v called it a day when time reached 5.30pm.
thks to chou jinwei.
i nt yet shop enuf lorr...
i lyk a white princessy(ccy' language) dress in padini.
50% discount weii. so attractive.
i'll own it few days ltr(:
wait for me! arhahaha
i bought a shirt 4 myself
n one for mum.
as a gud daughter, i gave her 300bucks too.
woa.
but then i pok gai alrdy.
wondering wher to dig $ out to pay
my oil painting lesson feeT.T
time flew during relaxing period.
time freezed during working hours.
alrite. anyway. now, i hv to concentrare in
how to DRIVE.
& PASS
(: