Actually i intented to update my blog few weeks ago. somehow e intention was juz put off..-__- perhaps it's bcoz i dun own my laptop yet. life rather suckx when i feel myself being barred. stagnant. suffocated. nerve-racking mann.... .

i still cnt adapt to e foreign changes around me. new n unfamiliar. i'm damn terrify of uncertain. i feel loss most of e time. everythg appears so mazy to me. i'm lyk a helpless traveller who is stucked in a strange place but find no one to ask for e way.