he treated me like his daughter, even better than his real children, i can say. he was just like my dad. and i actually called him "daddy lim". the memories that i was w him were still so fresh in my mind right now, flashing piece by piece, and i couldn't stop the tear from rolling down my cheeks. was it influenced by her? that i stopped calling him daddy? i knew it made his heart broken when i still called him "uncle lim" instead. i was so cold blooded, towards someone who doted me, nvr failed to gv me evrythg that i wanted, but i repayed him nothg in return.. u shuld have waited for me to grow up, waited for me to make big money, waited for me to repay u ur kindness..why..i wanted to invite u to my graduation, my wedding, my every big events.. why, i'll nvr have the chance anymore. u were so nice to every ppl in my family. even her, she came back from s'pore and mum wasn't free to fetch her, u, u would nvr fail to help once u received her call.. she gave u a long face, u still could show her a smile. i called her just now, asked her whether she knew bout what had happened, her cold voice disgust me. how could she, like she has no feeling at all? what makes me feel so terrible right now, is the fact that i couldn't even see him for the one last time..even couldn't attend his funeral. what a god-daughter i m? whenever u lose somethg, then only u'll know it's actually a precious in ur heart. Rest In Peace, daddy lim. i'll miss u forever..

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