bla

so it goes againnnn!

2011-08-06T20:56:00.001+08:00

so my hair is short again. (:
if u ask, why did i cut it? i need a change, and i think it's e best way to tell u that i'm prepared to forget now. wish u luck. i'll smile and look forward to my new aims and life, with my new hair heh. and yeap, goodbye.

否定

2011-07-11T02:29:00.002+08:00

接受，被否定的感觉。
他告诉你，我会这样说，因为你是我的朋友。真的吗？你从来就没有认同过，凭什么否定？我跟自己说，没关系，我没事。但是眼泪，哈，停不了。也许，是有生以来，被朋友用言语批评，否定。你，从一开始就不认同，也一直用一样的态度否认下去。你说，我认为世界是为我而运转，很重很伤人。我知道，不能信，不能听，不能受影响。我`哭了，像一个输得惨兮兮的可怜虫，真的很可怜。我想找人倾诉，脑海却空白一片。怀疑我存在的价值，怀疑我的能力，怀疑所有的可能性。我很脆。很在意。为了求进步的改变，我会试。只是，一切就会不一样，从明天开始。我会认真。很认真尝试，改变。

没事的。

to MY BEST BEST BEST BEST SIS onglihui

2011-05-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

happy happy 20th birthdayyyy!

have an awesome one! and please rmb that i love u very very muchhh ;D
and i'll continue to do so for the coming yearssss lolxxx

search

2011-04-06T22:03:00.006+08:00

It enlightened me. Like giving me a tight tight slap, hoping that i can wake up.

i seriously don't know what do i want. I know it sounds so pathetic and ridiculous, everything just lost control. After that long period, i thought i knew what kind of relationship i would be comfortable with. i thought i've sorted it out and had my stand clearly. but why, why after those 'i thought' i become confused. i even reversed and ate all my words. what do i really want? i feel lyk crying whenever i got nothing to answer myself.

somebody said:" maybe u won't believe this, but it's all karma..."

i believed. and i feel scared. what i received were all the same things that i did. even words that i said. like a tape that is rewinding, just that the characters in the story are swapped.
"u owe something, u need to clear the debt. it's a cycle, and u deserve it. "

i don't have the courage to let go. and i don't have the confidence to fall in love again. it's a dilemma situation. i don't want to become that kind of story teller who recycle the same story, until everybody gets sick of it.

Enough.
please stop and wake up.

i hope i can find the way, that i know i have been looking for a long time,
i hope my heart can hear me and teach me how.

i love my sisters. Thank god for sending u all to me as gifts.
u know who u are ;)

i read it four times, it's meaningful :) and u make me cry lol

The gifts.

2011-03-26T18:34:00.015+08:00

Time flies at a lighting speed. to most us, who're safe and sound, sitting at home, yea, this statement is just nice to describe. But to those in Japan, Mymmar and Chiang Mai who live from the disasters, they might be hoping for a rewind. They lost their home, some of them lost their family and friends, and yet they're still threatened by hunger, radiation leak or another unpredictable attack. Whenever i listened to the news update, i couldnt help but to think what can i do to help? one second after that thought, i realised i am just so useless. how i wish i can share my warm food and blanket, how i wish i can share the sense of security and blissful moments that i had w family and friends. They're all gifts from god. I feel so thankful, for every thing that i have and i'll pray, pray for all of u, who have suffered. Don't worry, they're just challenges and u'll definitely overcome them. Be strong, Japan!

people, please support Earth Hour today! 8.30-9.30, off ur light please ;D

xoxo

HELLO

2011-03-05T00:14:00.006+08:00

heyheyhey don't be so fierce leh everybody :D
okays, "busy" might be an excuse for the moment because i'm having my precious little short one week break in jb :D gonna start my itp (attarchment) next week :( wellwell. not-so-awesome year 2 is finally ended. so give me a real AWESOME year 3 pleasee :) a real cool design brief and nicez+ kind lecturers :) and so, with my present results, as far as i can predict, it will be not-so-awesome too D: shyt darn wtf. haiyyy can i have a rewind :( kaykays nvm, i still feel veli excited to share with u all my "hard work" thru the year :D open ur eyes bigbig!

- final presentation board (building plans, sections, details)

- final model (front)

- (back)

- (side)

- top ( the roof garden)

people i superlove my model <3 <3 <3 it's made of balsa woods. :D
time to tidur! nights! :*

maybe u would like to have a comparison, "the before" and "the after". this is before lolxxx

Not for judgement

2011-01-09T01:13:00.003+08:00

feeling kinda pissed to be judged. haha. yes i am.

but then i won't blame anyone. because i admit my behaviours were confusing. we can be friends. even after we broke up. to be frank, i didn't really think that, i needa restrict my action or feeling, such as keeping a distance, exude "oh u're a normal friend, a stranger now" kinda feeling, but in fact, we know each other more than ourselves. why pretend. i see pointless there. he's still someone important, he gave me the sweetest memories i ever had, we went thru up and down, yes we did. sadly it didn't work out in the end. but memories remain, and i only remember the good ones. people asked me, how did u come out from it, so fast? u never take him seriously? it wasn't love? oh please. be fair. how much do u really know? so, please don't judge. it's hurtful. i like him as a person, as a friend. but if get together, we can't get this kinda relationship. too close to each other, problems will occur and they make me breathless. i tried, it wasn't something that i could give up easily. i like it this way, we promised each other that, our future relationship matters are depending on our own will, no meddling from each party, but if fate allows again, years later, we might come into each other's life again. who knows?

i don't forget. (::

Bestie

2010-12-26T20:46:00.006+08:00

We met today :D

she missed me too much

so she came to my house

eat cheese cake

and

save her hair &scalp :)

i love her mann

-end-

it's christmas people!

2010-12-25T02:17:00.008+08:00

xmas present for our dearest landlady Michelle Ko, for giving us foods and liang-teh always.

card drawn by me.

gift sponsored by supha.
HO HO HO

last few post before 2010 ends

2010-12-25T01:29:00.010+08:00

like finally finally i feel this urge to update my dead-ed-ed-ed blog :)) recently there've been quite some bits of stuff whirled in my mind and unfortunately i couldn't get them right yet. suddenly feel that my blog shouldn't be a place where i can only be a story-teller, telling bout my life and stuffs that i've done, it should be somewhere i vent or pour everythg out when im seething w anger, hatred or sorrow, where i can get my emotions settled. precisely. sometimes type it out better that talk. the stories might be quite boring though :) yikess dont like the way i blog. :/ tac-tahh. anyways happy little thgs happened here and there everyday and they really do lit up my tasteless life. first and foremost, my SISTERS, sweet as berries. really really love them soo muchmuch. i like to double every word recently-..- cheers for us! bigbig Muacks!

and never never leave out my deardear friends and roomie :D

*****

i always do think that complexion, the LOOK comes before everything, including personality. bad conception herh? afterthat, second it's monehhhy. this is my stand, sorry roomie supha. she shook her head so disappointingly in front of meh just now haiyy. 没有丑女人, 只有懒 and 穷女人. i was immersing myself in 女人我最大 series(a taiwan tv programme which share alot of methods to beautify urself, from head to toe) *loves* although im not really sure whether do all the methods really work lols. try and error lorhhh nothing better to do plus vain wahtt :D

*****

really feel like blocking u from fb. it does upset me everytime i browse into it. darn. im a stalker ):

Merry merry Christmas Everyonee ::)

2010-11-05T02:07:00.002+08:00

thgs that happened recently were depressing. and somehow i felt speechless bout them too. i had a bad dream last night and morning i woke up in tears. ok. these 2 coursemates who are only "hi,bye" friends to me, appeared in the nightmare. it goes lyk this. we have a group project going on, and they are in my group. then, one of the guy goes arnd and tells others that i cnt do work and if they are in the same group w me, the group will die. but, actually the guy who spreads the rumour is the one who nvr help in the work! that piss me off and i fight w him during presentation and then i burst into tears. LOL. retarded. but i seriously can feel the sadness after i woke up. it lingered quite some time before i could settle it down. perhaps that's somethg that everyone will afraid of when doing work in group. haiy. another thg, is complicated. it's getting complicated, i rephrase. u all made me speechless. AND I HATE IT. give me a break.

***

we should have be given CCA points for dng autocad. we will get gold grade in one week i think (: i agree w u supha darling.

darn. no mood to do work right now haix

my life?

2010-10-30T01:01:00.010+08:00

i was considering, should i open a twitter account? supha: "u won't update one la, see ur blog!" haha. i admit that i'm a very poor blogger. Life was quite happening for the past two weeks. Semester break just ended LIKE THAT. I didn't do anything that was considered productive for my SOHO project, which makes me regret alot alot now. Part of my holidays was fun, such as the 8 days Beijing Study Trip. It was an awesome experience. I climbed China Great Wall and got a certificate with my own money( I reached the peak end kay.) Had lectures in Beijing Languages and Culture University and of course shopped. Sometimes, i think it's quite understandable that u would buy same kind of thing of different colours or patterns, like i bought 3 pairs of shoes and 3 jackets, just couldn't help it, u see.. and i love the weather in Beijing during that period. It was still autumn, very comfortable.

Very COOL qian ye.

Appreciation cards for 3 lecturers who led us -Tes, Halim and Ken. Drawn by me ;D

After Beijing Trip, i spent the entire following week with mom and i gained 2kg :T Back to school, submission date of BP drawings was released and we're all now working hard towards it. I honestly hated myself for wasting 2 bloody whole weeks being so indecisive, changing my floor plans. haix. what to do, perhaps i'm a poor designer :T I attended Singapore Archifest 2010, the theme was Happy Cities. It was a forum which international architests gathered and shared their architecture. It was cool to be part of it, i would say. Just love it. (: ok, i've to mention this before i end my post. I RAN FOR POLY50 relay! :D erm although my legs are still freaking aching now, i'm glad that i've joined it. i know my stamina sucks man, lucky thing i nvr fall or faint -..- and i completed the race as the last runner! (actually i was the first-runner as well) -..- thanks all of u from my team. can i say, We Rocks? haha.

With Japanese Architect, Makoto Tanijirin.

With Thai Architect, Jack( Pitupong).

With Malaysia Architect, Ng Sek San.

****

i think that's it. Till then ;)

2010-09-15T00:32:00.005+08:00

i can feel the numbness on my scalp. i couldn't rmb how many times i pretended to chat normally happily w u, about her. ha. different her. and i heard somethg inside me breaking..

2010-09-03T09:53:00.005+08:00

awwww.

i just don't know how to express how much do i love this DRAMA!

basically is,

beyond any word can describe. (:

"You're Beautiful"

best recommended korean drama to u! just watch it

&love it k!

A.N.JELL :D

yes YOU!

2010-08-25T00:03:00.006+08:00

sometimes, something will simply make ur day. mayb they would be just a little thg that happened, or some awesome people around u.
yupp. U definitely make my day! ;D(winks)

housemate, kayee(da teoh) kaelin(xiao teo)

Merly and Lyo by me. and boss Lai Mun.

my hair is so short )): anythg out there can aid the growing speed of my hair.. :/ bored.

byee & sweet dreams people.

individualist

2010-08-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

GROUP WORK = TROUBLE TROUBLE TROUBLEEEE and it will wear u out.

i'm so amazed as i survived the torturing 2 weeks and finally it is done. i salute myself. ;D ya, the two weeks DBS Bank Design Competition workshop nearly stop me from breathing. i cried, when i seriously missed home and mom sooo much but i cnt go back. then u said, i am not strong enough. hey come on, think in my shoes can u? u stay w ur family, see them everyday, i didn really believe it when u told me "i know how u feel..." -.- bullshit. if i've said i won't tk it to heart, it wasn't 100% true. i contributed the key idea, sketches, study modelssss, modelss.. u said i did ntg. tat's so too much. as an archi student, PLEASE USE UR BRAIN to think and design, alright? TIRING. but, i love this interior model which i have paid all my effort to make ;D one night of sleeping to exchange this outcome = WORTH IT!

wall peeling off from wall?

interior

i hope it didn't disappoint u :)

2010-08-06T23:57:00.004+08:00

yayayayayayyyyy!!! i'm hving my break alr ppl! but this 3 weeks break, i'll be as busy as usual -.- kay. list out my time schedule, shall i? ;D

3 weeks YOG break from 9th august to 30th august

first 2 weeks- joining DBS design Competition
9, 14, 15, 21, 22, 24 &25 - involving in YOG volunteer
10, 12 &13- joining NTUC workshop cum project
20, 23 &27 - working part-time at Changi airport
then rest of my free time- HTA essayS and design refinements!

what a ''occupied'' schedule! ;D
i'll work hard one everybody! back me up yea! (:
seriously looking forwards to my beijing study trip in sept! ><

ONGHUI, i plan for our date tmrw k, muacks! ;) see you, CANT WAIT! heh.

projects kill me

2010-08-06T01:26:00.003+08:00

HELLOO!
heyy i'm partially back ;D know what, i've said goodnights and closed my msn chatboxes.. but, in fact, i'm still online-ing :p because i want to update my 3/4 dead blog, which i actually wanted to do so long time ago. just couldn't luangkan masa saya :T anyways, my Joint Crit 2(a crucial exam) is over. it wasn't as good as year one's. i know they couldn't compare, but i seriously feel sad and really frustrated w my ownself. haiy. i know the fact that i didn finish my presentation board which carries alot of weightage. that's y it turned out that way. expected, but i just couldn't control "that stupid tears"(quotes supha). okay, the lucky thg is, i hv a complete model. would it save me abit? hopefully. anyways, this was the story on wednesday. ):
so, yesterday which is thursday, (wth confusing sieh) i went to sch and sat in for sakee's rich's and qianye's crit. aftertat, i went to collect my YOG uniform, goodies bag and accreditation card. AFTERTHAT i met w my dearest sis at somerset MARCHE. had nice food for dinner, nice clothes for gift and nice accompany of sis. what a great night out w u, my dearest jie ;D thanks for everythg. cheer up k? and just tk everythg easy and slowly, quote you, "what's yours will never run away!" (: so hv faith and confidence in yourself!
wa, i want to do my gems report, if not ms Deborah will "sue" me (my gems lecturer is a lawyer -.-)

#1 my SOHO design model. (a condo)

#2 tiny trees at my framing garden (:

jie's hand shaked :/ ME and SIS <3

i hate ppl who ffk. but NEVERMIND. i have a COOLER date on sat, w my qin ai de onghui! :D seriously *excited* (:

2010-07-20T22:10:00.012+08:00

sometimes i feel i couldn't control my own emotion.
i cried alot. is it because of pms -.-

y m i keep doing thgs tat others don't like,

and like provoke them in purpose..

childish act isn't it?

hate myself doing tat too.

2010-07-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

2010-07-20T14:27:00.007+08:00

do i look sick ppl?
supha: u're superb, sick still can camwhore!
-.-

arhh feeling terrible to hv fever, flu and sorethroat at the same time..
my kind landlady offered to cook me porridge for dinner, so good T.T suddenly i miss my mom alot alot.
i don't afraid to be sick if mom is around me, i'll be well taken care, mayb will recover in a single day ):
but, today is alr the third day, second time i skipped sch. bad gurl bad gurl huhh, i know :/
pls be good my nose, body and throat! i need my attention on my submission laaa. wtf.

2010-07-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

he treated me like his daughter, even better than his real children, i can say. he was just like my dad. and i actually called him "daddy lim". the memories that i was w him were still so fresh in my mind right now, flashing piece by piece, and i couldn't stop the tear from rolling down my cheeks. was it influenced by her? that i stopped calling him daddy? i knew it made his heart broken when i still called him "uncle lim" instead. i was so cold blooded, towards someone who doted me, nvr failed to gv me evrythg that i wanted, but i repayed him nothg in return.. u shuld have waited for me to grow up, waited for me to make big money, waited for me to repay u ur kindness..why..i wanted to invite u to my graduation, my wedding, my every big events.. why, i'll nvr have the chance anymore. u were so nice to every ppl in my family. even her, she came back from s'pore and mum wasn't free to fetch her, u, u would nvr fail to help once u received her call.. she gave u a long face, u still could show her a smile. i called her just now, asked her whether she knew bout what had happened, her cold voice disgust me. how could she, like she has no feeling at all? what makes me feel so terrible right now, is the fact that i couldn't even see him for the one last time..even couldn't attend his funeral. what a god-daughter i m? whenever u lose somethg, then only u'll know it's actually a precious in ur heart. Rest In Peace, daddy lim. i'll miss u forever..

Old kaki

2010-07-03T23:32:00.011+08:00

My old kaki-kaki. we had lunch at nando, so this is the family photo of the day!

and also, my dearest sisters! this is just a photo of 4 of us, we suppose to have 5 more :/ from the left linda susu, elay, me, shuyi

me and susu!

me and shuyi!

me and elay!

lastly, me and adrian, whose face has became so smooth now! xD

and i bought this! because my hair beside my right cheek always curl outwards, and it does annoyed me-.-

hoping that it'll worth my money and make my hair looks like hers, above :/

this is the outcome after i apply blow comb apply blow comb for a few times.

but it doesn't last! after 10 mins, my hair anyhow curls again -..- @#$%%^@^&*%!!!!!!!!!

this cute strwaberry recycle bag comes with the liese designing jelly :3

it can be folded and kept as a strawberry if u're not using it, isn't it adorable! :) at least there's sumthg good right :D

okayy, now, bye peeps. gotta start to do my project work!

elay, must love the present that i gave u kayy! <3

2010-07-03T00:27:00.002+08:00

we had a very full dinner :) so to let our stomachs to sort out the sudden expansion and digest faster, we went out for a stroll. by the way to check out nearby amenities :D

i'm on the sky walker! #take 1!

#take 2!

Supersupha is flying to a rescue mission! WOOTS

ciaoz~

new place. new mood.

2010-07-02T13:51:00.006+08:00

me!

my new room! *lovely*

super and me!

hello everybody! i've moved to my new place!:D i seriously looked like 'obasang' while shifting w those colourful big bags, suits aunty peng's character ehhh. -.- i didn realise that my stuffs multiplied themselves until intially one bag of clothes and now i have 3 big bags! scary me, that's where my money lose to :/ ok, i shall ban myself from shopping for the coming two months. let's bet, i'll survive it! LOL. k, back to my new place, it's located at Sunset Way, 2 stops to SIM, and so it's super near to SP. the best thg is, i don't have to squeeze w students of SIM and Ngee ann on the journey to and back from sch ANYMORE! yayyy ;D ohh, my roommate is still - the Super Supha! :D my the other roommate, kayee is just opposite us, we are in the same unit :) Our landlady is superrrr nicee, her name is Michelle Ko, actually she prefers us to call her aunty Michelle, sounds like our guardian like that! the place is newly renovated and and AND furnitures are all NEW too! isn't it sound so AWESOME and WONDERFUL? feel super contented w the room i'm staying in now, THANKS lots to super supha, my roommate cum classmate! and my previous landlord, barry. thanks for chasing us out :/ hahahhas, sounds so sarcastic!

***

i shall say, he's weird. :/

say cheese!:D

i won't be updating anymore coz my killing DC submission is on nxt friday! wish me luck! :/

do visit to this link if u love old chinese song, one of my recent favourite!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VwuAWnACS8&feature=related

2010-06-28T17:21:00.001+08:00

first day of school!

let me post this before my nap kay :D after some crazy shouting inside my heart of Min Ho oppa, i feel so sleepy -.- hope that i can dream of him :) sarangheyo min ho oppa! nights!

he melts me

2010-06-28T16:58:00.002+08:00

He melts me

day dreaming or reading?

haha! i can help u wipe u know min ho oppa ;D

& this smile kills.

2010-06-27T17:33:00.003+08:00

school is starting tmrw D: i supposedly have already done w my assignments, after the 2 weeks break. the fact is i didn't! T-T i enjoyed my holidays to the fullest, sleep, eat, play. -.- seriously, fattttt asss

byebye sweet sleeping time, i hope i'll be able to enjoy u oftenly. i know it's a wishful thought :/

me in the car, heading to senai airport to pick up my cousin

my coolest and dearest driver mommy

cousin mei foong at my house

me wearing contact lens ;D

ciaoz!

sisters the best

2010-06-27T00:35:00.004+08:00

seldom i've this type of namelist in my inbox :) sisters' name in a row!

Onghui and teywei

they came klcc to meet me and sent me back to hotel. i love them! especially onghui! :D

Onghui

#1 Onghui and me

tey wei, Onghui and me

Shiling and Shuyi

we dated at cs. chitchat, bubble tea and camwhore! :D awesome date w u sisters!

Shu yi

Shiling

#1 Shiling, me and shuyi

don't be jealous of us, the other 6 :D

KL trip :D

2010-06-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

happy holidays! haha, i went for a 3 days 2 nights KL study trip :) my love towards my classmates grow more and moreee! sounds weird lol. anyways, 01 02 rockz! KL, as usual, conjested, and err, our train transport system seriously has to be improved :/ u know what, i dun lyk the fact that robbers are everywhere in m'sia D: our lecturers asked us to sling the bags to our chests -.- wth. not that serious what, i protest!D:
i enjoyed the trip alot, it was a short but sweet memory we had tgt, right 01 02? :D

geraldine and me, walking to waiting lounge

group photo of 01 02, nicee one <3

caught a midnight movie (toy story 3) after we went to pub ;p u see the guys' red faces hahas!

today

2010-06-14T23:37:00.009+08:00

some random street in Singapore. i was fascinated by the colourful spiral staircases :)

i love archi

term break. wedding dinner

2010-06-14T00:11:00.011+08:00

yup yup. i'm hving 2 weeks of break.

rest? mayb for only 35% of my holidays.

tonne of assignments :T

yeayea, have to refine my SOHO design T-T

*****

actually i just came back from a wedding dinner. my mum's friend's son is the groom but i don't know him :)

i ate until very happy because the food were seriously awesome! my tummy is bloated like a balloon nowT-T

all the effort that i did for slimming down GONE, WASTED. like i never do before.

how could i resist, such a heavenly feast? :/

fat ass. :(((

elay. only elay :)

2010-06-13T23:58:00.005+08:00

10th June 2010

elay elay elay

SORRY.. please believe me that i didn't do it purposely.

what did i actually do?

i didn't greet her on her BIG DAY

T-T

i promised to call her, but i'm scared. too guilty. D: seriously, i feel bad. haiy.. let me introduce u our LAY LAY. :) she is our NO CLUB leader.she cares and loves us. 9 of us, yea, NINE :) which honestly, i couldn't compare. she's intelligent, like she knows everything -.- hahas, not a bad thing at all except for her boy. failed to surprise her most of the time? ;p we weren't that close when we were still in high school. but, she gave me a big surprise for my 18th birthday! she gathered videos from each of our sisters and made me my birthday gift. as i said, she loves all of us <3 but, u see what did i do to her this year? *SLAP ME*

I BUY U A PRESENT MY DEAR :D

as a compensation okay? forgive me.

tell u what, u'll be my best sister forever.

i cross my heart :)

loveeeeeeeee ya!

since we both are staying in s'pore. i promise i'll take more pictures w her SOON :D

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY LAY LAY!!!

later better than never, agree? :p

I hate smoker

2010-06-01T04:01:00.002+08:00

damn. i seriously can die because of secondhand smoke. if u wan, pls squat at some far far away corner and smoke pls? it's enough to bite off ur own head, dun be a pest! IRRITATING TO THE MAXX
had a trip back to pahang over the long weekend to attend my big cousin's wedding :D wish her bliss in her future married life and faster has a baby! lols. dunno since when i suffer from carsickness during long distance travelling -.- i was in sleeping mode all the way back.. what a tiring trip :/
i didn proceed much for my project. interim review is on cming thurs, i'm still so lag behind laa D: what's wrong w my itunes -.- it just stops -.- sorry for being so random haha. ohya ppl, my saving plan is quite successful so far :D pls clap for me :D i'll keep it up! btw i need a pair of new earpieces, hrm my current one is hrmm, not so decent to look at alr :p i didn shop for so superrrrr longgggg time alr D: i wonder how did i persist and resist lols. ohh, my laundry *mo ngan tei* kayee said it's going to tumpang in no time :p trust me ppl, i got no time to wash.. bullshit-.- y m i chiding myself? i need a maid la mum mwahahahhaha -.-

31 MAY 2010

Happy Birthday shuyi! i called her 3 times, one missed call and one for greeting and one for birthday song!
welcome to join the nineteen's :) sometime, i'll miss ur nag lols feel glad to have u as my sis, bff ok? cross our hearts :) <3

back to cadding...which is so BORING -_________-

i jump so high, can i grow taller? D:

onghui onghui onghui

2010-05-26T03:24:00.005+08:00

since i don't really hv the intention to slp, i think i can blog awhile before i continue doing my work :p

ppl. i'm undergoing a "NO LIFE" phase now D: i can't feel my brain right now ._. lmao.

let me do a rewind.

13th May 2010

Happy 19th Birthday my qin ai de Ong Hui!

i nearly forgot this day... how muddlehead can i be? D:

but i made it up w a bday song which i sang her beside clarke quay river w my sis lol

and and the video :) u won't blame me right myhui :D

u know how muchhh i love u. hahahaha.

thank you, for being my audience, my advisor and best sister.

hui, pursue what u really want, and hope that everythg goes well for u,

u deserve the best, and no matter what happen and no matter how thgs change,

i pray hard that time won't fade our frienship away, yet it'll make it tougher and stronger, even more colourful than before.

there's this quote of someone,

"people always complains that this world is so small,

but for me,

i rather have it small and have met u,

than have it big but missed knowing u"

sista, i'll stand w u no matter what.. <3

.........

peep. paused.

continue rewinding nxt time.

byee.

take it easy and slowly

2010-04-24T01:26:00.004+08:00

having same type of coffee all the time, never knew that latte does taste good too.
i added very little sugar. wanted to taste its original flavour, yet afraid of the bitterness. so, just a little.
hrm. the bitter taste is light but unforgettable. whenever i go to cafe, i always go for cappuccino. too afraid of changes? i'm timid. i admit. but, being stagnant for too long isn't a good thing afterall. we should always alter our way of living from time to time. laziness will drag you behind. so true. :)

i always MIA hurh. hmgh. but i enjoying mia lerh, how? :D
ciaoz!

Sister Catherine

2010-04-02T00:38:00.005+08:00

hrmm, how do i decribe my dearest, one and only elder sister?
Generous, Gorgeous and Garang LOL
hahas, nolarr, she is Gentle. if not, later she will blame me for scaring away her suitors xD
you know what sis, i love the days after u got ur pay as much as u do :D because i would be able to enjoy good food with you and sometimes, new clothes! :D love u love u love u lol i'm so glad that i'm the only youngest :)

Black cuttlefish ink pasta

tomato omu-rice

ah chew's mango dessert w ice-cream

full and satisfied. :D ciaoz.

a boring tuesday

2010-03-30T14:15:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 6.30am today. really feel lyk an early bird xD helped out at isc booth for enrolment day. *slacking*
i had dinner with elay yesterday at causeway point, my travel distance is shorter than hers but i was still late :(
we had mos burger and chit-chatted for an hour? forgot that time flied real fast :l i seriously love my sisters :*
tired. time to have a nap. buhbye people :)

don't fall sick people, take care! :)

facial care

2010-03-29T01:48:00.005+08:00

freckles freckles, can you please disappear yourself please. haiy. really hope that these japanese cucumber slides can kill them. mum will kill me first if she finds out i put them on my face insteads of eating them xD

just finished a shirt design for International Student Club. hrm actually i have 2 versions of it now. because the previous one..failed. but, let you to have a peep :D

the main design concept is come from isc's slogan "isc on fire" and they want it to be formal. :) i prefer the latter. how about you peeps?

goodnights.

my favourite soft toy :) it's so round! just like my face :(

oi, stop provoking!

G11

2010-03-26T18:08:00.007+08:00

introduce u my new precious :)

isn't it gorgeous?

i'm currently practising my photography skill, do not want to waste such a beautiful machine. so obviously, i camwhored alot. heh. i became jobless again. poh asked me to decide between work or competition when i was told that i was shortlisted. i chose the latter. and earned 200sg dollar! right choise isn't? :D i won consolation prize. it was a trophy design competition which held by Singapore Structural Steel Society(SSSS). it's a very very awesome experience :)

this is final model. i like my design concept alot because it's related to origamic architecture. it's a japanese art which a three-dimentional image is created from a two-dimentional surface through the techniques of origamic(paper folding) and kirigami(paper cutting).

darling :D

i get back my result for first year in SP. i score 3.78 for gpa. good or bad? :/

mummy i love u.

say buhbye to long curls

2010-03-01T00:14:00.006+08:00

grieve for my little pony tail ppl

so long my long curls T.T

***

aww. i'm so so lazy to blog nowadays.

my blogskin seems to be out of tune with my mood.

hahas, wad m i talking? lols.

i'm so in holiday mood. because, i'm enjoying it now! :D

arhh. but i think it's the matter of time that i'll feel bored of it.

I NEED A JOBBB PLS!

i shouldn't have said 'i'll consider' to mr poh.

i should nodded my head lyk mad n send him a 'yesyesyesyes!'

stupid me, ended up jobless now.

anyways, year one ended. :)

myresults. hrm. kinda middle middle. shuld hv done better. haiy.

one more thg to tap on.

my hair. see frm the pictures guys. start SPOT THE DIFFERENCE now -.-

time: 11.42, happy tiger year ppl before it ends ;D

the past few days :)

2010-02-18T01:22:00.006+08:00

his.

mine.

*share share*

see, he's overexcited of the brownie lol

nh: (monologue) do i bring enough money?...xD

we had a super ex lunch cum dinner at Fridays.

dun understd why 2 meals, a glass of not-fresh-mango-juice and a brownie would cost us a bomb. -.-

but all it does matter is u were with me :*

i love the roses, althot they are wilting really soon. :(

lalala, my dark period is coming to an end soon, i can see the light now :) hahas. so dramatic.

my crit went on quite well. hrm, at least my hard work for my model paid off :)

but that does not apply to other stuffs that i didn do properly, arr.

i think i have to mend them as fast as possible for my portfolio review.

but at least i can have normal slping time alr hoorayy x)

my chinese new year is a pathetic one, so need not to mention.

i miss my mummy badly. she said she will bring me nice bags from italy,

that's WHY i miss her :D

getting better and better

2010-01-19T23:26:00.004+08:00

水调歌头

苏轼

明月几时有？把酒问青天。

不知天上宫阙，今夕是何年。

我欲乘风归去，又恐琼楼玉宇，高处不胜寒。

起舞弄清影，何似在人间？

转朱阁，低绮户，照无眠。

不应有恨，何事长向别时圆？

人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。

但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。

can u appreciate the beauty of this poem?

enjoying the song in faye wong's version.

2010-01-18T01:06:00.006+08:00

nawhh. here's a challenging question.

how to translate '你好机车!' to english?

i'll give u 5 seconds.

here come the answer.

"hello, motor!"

just for a smile :)

14.1 :)

2010-01-16T00:23:00.008+08:00

UHH OHH.

i'm officially NINE-teen!

since clock tolled 12 yesterday :)

ohh man, many of my 17-year-old classmates started to call me "OLD AUNTIE"

wth :((

my spirit is as young as 16 kayy. hahahahhah!

received bundle of wishes. :)

i love u guys friends!

my boy made me a damn cute photo frame :*

got a new hp from mum, so i'm now using 5800 expressmusic :)

it's red lalalala. heh.

then sis bought me clothes.

i love my family :D

owhh, i'm still in the wait for one more gift x)

greedy me :p

had 3 celebrations all together so far?

LOL.

first one, with family :)

second one, with roommates, ms supha & ms kayee :D

( they bought me sweet little cakes)

third, with 3 mgc's, chandog, ejie and weiyuan.

(they bought me bday douhuey, bday dumplings and bday bao)

:))

received 4 individual bday songs and 3 group bday songs. LOL

really really really THANK U guys!

i can only show my gratitude saying thank you o.o

or perhaps i'll try my best not missing any of u guys' bday

alright? xD

love lotss. :)

*****

oh well. i did a bad job for submission today.

haiy :( i just couldn't manage thgs well..

darn it.

went bec jb today.

ohh, met sermin and calista at bus stop bside ngee ann poly.

lol a nice encounter under such a coinsidence :)

then, went for a haircut and shopped with mum.

got new pieces for new year :D

and new shoes too :))

mummy wan shui!

******

sakee gave me a chain-liked necklace :)

:) they are really yummy!

thank you roommates :))

this is the result, who ask u to avoid the capture :p

they sang me bday song at crowded fc4 and these were representing the cake

o.o

*****

happy 19th birthday to me! :*

non-stop.

2010-01-07T10:32:00.008+08:00

haiy, how pathetic can i be..
i really couldn't find time to update here.
it's not i don't want :O

i left my thumbdrive at home that's why i'm blogging now in school studio,
because i got ntg else to do :(

what an excuse, hahas.
just feel like escaping awhile from everythg that relates to my project now -.-

sometime i'll think, why should i make myself suffer?
i knew it very well, once i'm in, i have no other options.

archiTECTURE = archiTORTURE.
so appropriately defined.
i couldn't deny that i do enjoyed alot throughout all the journey,
the new path where i set myself off to.
it's my future, career, perhaps it's my destiny.
but, how long can i hold myself and love it till the very end? persistance is the key to success.

yet, along the way to achieve one aim, efforts and tears hv to be contributed,
one has to cater the plant carefully, patiently, and sincerely,
then only u'll get to taste the sweetness of the fruits in the end.this goes the same to life.
life is our own performance on stage, everyone has an equal chance,
but what makes it different is the performer and what kinda performance that we present.
i'm always so agree to it.
either u make it a remarkable one, that everyone will remember.
or just be an ordinary person, that no one know.
this is two kinda extreme answers. but luckily or unluckily, i'm not an extreme ppl,
i prefer to be in the middle :)
everyone wish to lead a bright future, success in career, has a blissful family.
of course, i include myself in "everyone".
if u are forced to decide which one come first, second or third.
what will u say?
maybe time will vary our thinking as we grow.
but for the current me, i think bright future ensure everythg.
do i tell u guys before? my current aim is to get into nus.
it's an aim, and it's also a "must", if i want to continue pursuing my study, i have to do so.
that's the only way and only chance, my destiny is set to be this way.
option 2? no way.

hahas. sounds lyk i'm mocking at my own destiny.
but, the lucky thg is,
i hv chosen the course that i like, it's my interest.
i'm pretty sure of it. :)
it feels so right, so,
i believe my passion will become my source of strength,
to bring me on further n further.

so, hang on. i know i can.

how about me with short hair? ;D

happy 2010

2010-01-01T18:18:00.011+08:00

a whole new year with new hopes!

happy new year everybody! xD

feeling satisfied for spending my last moment of 2009 with my dearest friends :)

we ate dinner together, then we went red box and sang.

weikeong was the singing star of the day

he sang alot of love songs coz HE'S IN LOVE! :D

the moments were enjoyable except

being annoyed by the poor airconditioning system

and adrian who bombarded us with "bom bom pow"

omg, the lyrics still keep on lingering in my mind now -_______-

arhh, adrian sang "分手快乐" by fish leong too xD
s**t, forgot to tk a picture x(

sides, me and him flied kite together yesterday :D
thank you, love.

shuyi, hope that u can get better soon :)

shiling, hope that u can drive so that u won't complain 'far away' anymore.

ccy and cindy, hope that u two can be free for our events nxt time:(

hahas.

NO CLUB hope that we 9 can be best sisters forever ever and ever!

so much to hope for a new year,
yet.
now,
I HOPE I CAN SCORE WELL FOR MY FINAL!
back to do work -,-

I LOVE U MY FRIENDS.♥

A Short Escape ;)

2009-12-21T22:20:00.003+08:00

i love holidays ppl !

didn stop myself from enjoying my holidays from the very first day! xD

played seven days non-stop, feeling great and satisfied.

but a little bit of guilt overwhelmed me after days of free and easy.

i hven finish my project work, submission is right after holidays.

that rrly dampen my spirit :(

aAARRRrrrrr....

started from 12-12 to 18-12,

i went s***** and GENTING xD

with mummy, sis, aunty jenny and cousins.

and thanks to jiujiu(mum's younger bro),

we stayed in highlands hotel,

the room is big and luxurious

equip with jacuzzi, broadband service, kitchen, dining and living area

hahas, dun laugh at me cause of my suagu-ness laarr :)

had fun in theme park,

mummy played her first-time of viking ship after her 40s'

she said her heart nearly stop up there O.O

poor mummy.. :(

then we were so unlucky coz it rained when

we were half way in the queue to play the 360 degree roller coaster.

i had my most fulfilling dinners after days of starvation ;D

*******

thanks alot darling, for everythg u spent on me :)

owhh, watched new moon with darling:D

awesome movie, agree ppl?

edward cullen is still so gorgeous xD

but his part is so little :(

overall, i likeyy.

*****

more pics at my fb :)

have to pack up and sort out my mood,

get ready to face architorture, again.

my. god.

******

byee peeps.

2009-12-12T01:49:00.001+08:00

small eyes soon will be getting dark circles too :(

i did my third hse model.

i like it,

but still not satisfied.

more refinements to be done :)

jiau to ms.piang :D

i'm lucky and sincere, that's how i got u all:)

2009-12-04T23:05:00.013+08:00

halo ppl.

i feel my life is so routine recently.

everyday once my eyes are opened, what i'll be facing are

project project and still, PROJECT.

-_______-

holidays,

okayy, i know u're on ur way to me,

but i seriously can't smell or feel u yet.

:((

***

i miss my sec sch friends.

every single one of u :(

how i wish i'm still wearing my pinafore,

and crowd around my 8 babes,

chit-chat, eat, play,study,chase arnd,

and definitely GOSSIP non-stop :D

the moment when those reminiscences started to flash by

and distracted me from my throughts,

i feel really awful.

u need both luck and sincerity to meet someone who appreaciate ur soul.

so difficult yet so simple.

***

it took us quite some time to know each other,

to bcm closer and closer,

to bcm stickier and stickier,

eventhough there's thousand and thousand miles seperating us now,

we'll still miss one another,

maybe we might be too busy to sit down and think,

but, i'm very sure,

there's a part that we link,

always being solicitous for one another.

***

cindy, susu, nicole, ccy

i really scare that i'll forget all ur faces.

i miss jerry, ling keat, bonken, mgc's, joel, pei inn too

(alot more to mention but i got no time to think now, sorry )

and u too, love.

all the best for ur SAT tmr!

c u soon :)

***

my babes and my friends, all the best in everythgs.

i love u guys!

let's recall and miss.

onghui's♥ cindy's ♥ nicole's♥

nicole's :)

painted them with onghui, shiling, nicole, ccy and shuyi? at my house :D

were ccy n elay here while we made this?

i rmb i was in a misunderstding with myhui at tat time :(

***

dearest mgc's. xD

mummy i'm nt feeling well.

2009-11-27T02:29:00.006+08:00

mummy, i'm not feeling well :'(

i hv lyk 3 whole nights didn climbed up to my third-storey bed to slp alr x.x

i slpt in the living room with bad posture- face down on the coffee table..

autocad autocad autocad

non-stop of cad-ding jobs to accomplish *dizziee*

Ishhh.

i skipped alot of lectures this week, feeling damn regret n guilty mann...

owhh, JB mummy received a warning letter about my attendance today,

she asked someone to read it for her -____________-

her friend's son.-______-

so they all knew that i skipped my gems class until i received such a letter siaa

walau mummy....... so *shameshame* la show others summore :(

i'm still cad-ding my floor plans ppl

feel lyk crying, rrly...

i want, i need, i must SLEEP laaaa

owhh, tmr hari haji lerrrh, but no holiday for me :(

coz poh wants a COMPLETE model plus plans by sat T.T

mummy, I MISS U :(

has. i love u darling.

i lurrve the surprise that u hv given me!

i'll treasure it, love.

u're the best.

heh, of coz, always if there's a present xD

muacks :D

******

cad cad cad ! back to work :'(

2009-11-19T17:05:00.001+08:00

seriously i love them :D

the date with them was simple yet sweet.

onghui, my qin ai de, cut her fringe, trying to act cute i think xD

she achieved it, really LOL *no offence*

then elay went for a rebonding.

she has short and straight hair now:)

shiling's straight hair grows longer

shuyi's curls grow longer too :D

they r still at the same height i think, no one grows taller,

me as well :(

arr, onghui elay and shiling want to be "twisties babes" tis sat,

they'll be promoting twisties n wearing YELLOW,

i imagine xD

hahahhahahhahas

xoxo

***

i'm in hot soup ppl,

my final submission is 2 weeks ltr but i m still at the starting point.

i shouldn be so slack lyk this :(

i'm emo laa o.o

2009-11-18T00:30:00.013+08:00

ppl. it's 00:18 now, n i'm still struggling to complete my autocad. ohman, i really can't be a friend of IT, coz it has never liked me, since before until now :'( ARGHHH. irritating sickenning.and e layouts of my plans are gving me tonnes of stress. i just can't sort them out perfectly. feeling slpy. ohgoshh.where's my zap gone..ishh. hv to finish my cad coz i'll be gng on a date with my 4 gurls tmr, my sistas. <3 ciaoz ppl. -.-

currently in a dying mode.

2009-11-11T03:23:00.006+08:00

halo ppl.

it's lyk 3+ in the moring now :D

i know i'm sort of crazy..

but then tis is ntg to compare with the 2 days before my submission!

tat's called "madness"

i slpt for 2 hours only for e 2 whole days to do my eco hse modelO.o

cn u believe it ppl.

i'm half deity now

& half zombie -.-

but i love my hse model.

it's nt showing off kay,

it's neater tis time :D

ow, my roomate, sexy supha is with me now:D

n i just heard she's yawning!

she said she's hungry at this hour -.-

middle in night sieh

hahas!

ow. i did a really scaring plus massive shopping today

seriously i'm abit regretted now..

not regretted for owning the thgs

i spent money lyk water fall

hahas. metaphor metaphor :p

i'll be forced to live on cereals or breads for e cming few days..

yeeaaa... i deserve it mann :(

come, ppl

let's c pictures!

look at e 2 hotties beside me larr.. make me feel so inferior :(

i love u roomates :D

* * *

my eco hse tat i loved so much. heh.

nights ppl :*

in the term of FRIENDSHIP

2009-11-06T20:52:00.011+08:00

Strong and Tough

versus

Fragile and Delicate

it's so difficult to maintain a relationship.

it's so easy to shatter it into fine pieces

and make it e end of the story.

how about when 2 bulls meet while they are blindfolded with red clothes?

clash. there's no way to make either of them to give in or leave quietly first

whose fault afterall?

the red clothes i meant, is miscommunications.

they are too blind to see anythg.

once, they were good friends,

"wassup bro!"

greetings were always start off tat way.

he might be missing that part of precious memory one day.

so does the other him.

just want to say this to u, my special one.

i'll be at ur side, my heart aligns with urs,

i will back u up :)

"buck up darling!"

ohnoo.

sentimental n nosey post.

sorry bout tat readers.

oww.

recently i'll be extremely busy with my assignment again.

so i think there will be a huge gap between updates here again :p

wish me luck in my project buddies :D

i love immersing myself in deep thought

let the imaginations run wild.
but sometime i'll fall aslp unintentionally :p

2009-11-01T01:05:00.007+08:00

hi all :D

sorry larrr elay :p i do it right away okay :)

caught a movie with mum today,( i mean yest)

POKER KING, acted by louis koo and lau ching wan.

mum loves comedy, coz laughter can cure everythg :)

had a late dinner afterwards, and i ate alot. :x

i will sure gain weight for tat =.-

goshh. i realised how terrible cn i be.. i didn do any work today

dead meat.

mummy says, nvm larr, do it tmr larr... (surprisingly mann, haha!)

anyways, today was simply wunderbar! grin:D

my week was just so-so.

honestly i was annoyed by several thgs, mostly becoz of myself.

it was me. who let them to hv the chance to jeer at me.

so scornful.

so cruel.

mayb u all were laughing, tking it as a joke,

but i was sick at heart.

i know they might be no intention, i just couldn't help to be sad over it.

i know the weakness of mine, so pls dun highlight it to disgrace me

what's darn wrong with my tongue...

feeling aweful.

and then, met elay on thursday night at sch.

had dinner together with her wy and wl.

we were so bitchy, gossiping about alot of ppl for nearly 2 hours plus? :x

dun wonder who were them in the list ppl :p hahahahhahaha!

feeling good to encounter the long lost feeling tat i used to being surrounded in sec sch.

yupp. i used to be gossipy. :D

btw elay looks so much younger in her new sweet hairstyle:D looks more refreshing compare to her long curls :)

will it be impetuous if i appear in short hair on monday?

lol had tat thought lingering in my mind after i met her. :p

well ppl i'm so so so so in love with sweet stuffs now.

they are simply tasted so so so good! :D

it's lyk some kinda thick mousse with cherries on it :D

ohh my beloved baskin robbins! it's thick chocolate in flavour.:D

muackx.

snapshot funn in studio :D

neny, me, sakee.

kena bullied by my two roomiee.

suphatta on the left and kayee on the right :)

i know the pictures are quite random.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ppl :D

i'm back ppl.:)

2009-10-21T19:30:00.006+08:00

my new bag, my new precious :)

i'm damn slack ppl x)

i know i know i know :(

so i'm now presenting u a long updatee :D

holiday over ppl :( sad thg

but e feeling of going bec to sch is pretty good,

as long as dun make me work again! it killed me once. :'(

but it was all over now :DDD

my final sem project is designing an Eco House.

so i'm gng to endure a 'no life' phase again

very very soon..

but now i'm slacking! blogging =.-

i wanna get the cash prizes ppl! so work hardhard weipeng piang!

:D aza aza fighting!

i met jasmine up, she was once my course comrade,

but due to her health prob, she was forced to quit.

she's such a talented gurl, wad a waste too :(

jasmine. me. suphatta. we meet at mcd at tiong bahru :)

****************************************************

ohya, ppl.

my hong kong trip was really omg superr FUN :D

althot this was my second time to hong kong,

this was the first time i truly felt and experienced

HONG KONG, e pearl of the east,

fascinating little ant nest! xD

as it was a student exchange programme cum study trip

it definitely couldn't be all about eat shop, shop eat.

we visited to Hong Kong City University,

(which was also e sponsor of our accommodation c: ),

and i knew a few hongkong friends through the activities there :D

u know,

hoping can earn free lodging if i travel there again

tat's the main purpose! lol :p kidding ppl, i'm sincere.

xD dun spew.

then, we did lots of walking for site visit to public housing and CBD area.

that's where the ants stay o.o

but e architecture of their public housing is really impressive, as well as e way how they live within e small tiny space. impressive. hahhaha. :D

we visited a famous archi firm there too, Rocco.

i want to work in that kind of office! awesome one lurhh :O

overall, hongkong is a place where modern n old architecture blend,

where buildings pack within e limited spaces they have, but very organisedly.

no wonder architecture of hong kong is so recognisable. coz it's simply so WOW.

i did shopping too, spent not alot though. seriously.

i'm so frugal :D clap clap clapsss!

Pictures time!

hongkong international airport.

ocean park.

tai-o, the fishing village.

CBD area

hongkong public housing.

the archi firm that we visited. Rocco.

my two beloved roommiee, mingtong and charlene! <3

**************************************************************

my dearest sisters, u all kno who u r,

7 of dec is coming alright?

come back larr, i miss u all lyk wad lyk tat...

lyk wad hurh... ahhahahahha

tis time, i die die also wanna meet u all up,

even play truant, i don't mind!

i'm so determined. hahahhaha.

i love my twilight saga, breaking dawn soooooo muchhh. muackxxx love u to e core!

tschiis. guten hacht ppl!

i'm currently learning German! means ciaoz, goodnight ppl! :)

was talking to him tis afternoon:)

2009-10-03T01:48:00.001+08:00

i want a skin i want a skin

wher cn i get a skin except blogskins.com

sooooo annoying to see everythg going so wrong here.

ARGHHHHH

save me pls :(

tiring but fulfilling weeks :)

2009-09-19T01:39:00.018+08:00

hi guys.
i cnt bear with the dryness of my blog anymore.
so, UPDATES!
:)
did u feel sumthg lyk tis b4?
when thg comes to an extreme n make u feel unbeareable?
this is my case now.
haha, i would always visit my blogspot but i was too lazy to log in n think of wad to share
:x
i hate typing as well, coz i'm slow. :(

weeks passed. i did lots of thgs!
rrly rrly lots, i dun feel lyk i m having a 2-month-holiday now.
NOT AT ALL!
even my most basic need is not granded!
SLEEPING TIME!
give me pls.... :'(
i just need one whole day to rest, n fews days for friends n him.:(
but, these all seem impossible..
i'm tied up with a house model :(
it was assigned to me by my boss.
it's a real project!
i know it's cool. :D hahas.
n e model is for showcase n contruction use o.o
so hv to be professional n damn neat. x.x
deadline - nxt thursday.
even monday is a ph, i hv to go bec to office n work T.T
sad tat i won't get more pay, but i will get invaluable asset in return.
i know :(, so i'll bear with it :)

i did a presentation of my primer 2 scheme to Npark ppl on wednesday.
i was one of 9 presentors.
was great. i mean the experience.
spoke infront of strangers n tried to make them understd wad i hv done so far,
wasn't that simple. :)
and, my hong kong trip is settled.
it's a student exchange program with hk uni.
so, i will be flying to hk at 5th of oct. bec on 11th :D
to c how uni architecture students study.
but then, sad laa, i m the only gurl from 6 year one students.
means, i will be sharing room with 2 other year 2 gurls.
darn it. shuld be quite scary i think :(
mayb they will boycott me T.T

k, another thg, i kept it in my heart for ages,
i dunno what's going on with her.
did i offence her in anyway?
what was the attitude u showing to me?
dun vent it on me k
i dun deserve any shit thg lyk this frm u.
keep it to urself.
it wasn't the first time, i was puzzled bout it long time ago
but u did it again.
i couldn't figure out why
mayb u were hving sum sort of disequilibrium syndrome, lyk wad my mum said.
who knows?
pls, buy a steelyard for urself.
mayb it will help :)

:* i love sister cath. thks for dinnersss.
hahahhahahahha
i will all depend on u for the cming years
LOL
ohya, jb and dearest mummy here i cm!
:D!

nights ppl. slpy.
hv a sweet dream
:D

***

this is the house model that i was talking bout. :)

2009-09-02T18:12:00.003+08:00

U kno wad, ppl..
sometime, being crazy isn't a bad thing after all.
I'm in totally madness now!
haha! i'm so superduperhyper in GOOOOD mood :DD
Because,
my crit is over! xD
and i hv got really really good feedbacks from lecturers!
they said," this is the best scheme so far,"
OH MY GOD
m i dreaming?
i really feel lyk i'm in some kinda fantasy.
pinch pinch pinch..
ouchh, i can feel the pain, ppl......
O.o
so this isn't an illusion?
it's real.........unbelieveable. REAL.
wa
wa
wa
wa
wa
waWAAAA :DD
i just couldn't hide. my good mood. u see... hahahahahha.
bear with me ppl :)
i love u guys.
HeHH.

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hmm, but then wasn't everythg could go on smoothly.
i really really did appreaciated your presence during my crit and be there to support me,
Venny,
thks for coming for my crit yest, i was so shame coz i failed to attend urs. :( forgive me alright?
know u won't blame me for this, but i just feel sorry. anyways, u're always my best friend, at least i hv treated u as one of mine:)) hrmm, that's also why i felt so bad to see u were so troubled after u received a call yesterday. althot i don't know wad has happened to u, but it just influenced me. simply because u're my friend. wa. so sentimental. haha. cheers up soon okay?buck up. :) miss ur smile gurl. haha

then, Sakeenath!
ohh, dearie. haha. always be there for each other, aren't we? glad to have u as my friend. nawhh, dun fly a u. haha, thks for practising with me and gving me advices. hmm, it did helped. really! haha. kla, help me ask for e job okay!! i need money, vy vy eagerly. lol cya soon! :)) and sorry because i ate filet-o-fish in front of u, knew u were drooling in ur mind ARHAHAHA :p

and Mdm Juneita!
u're my forever favourite personal tutor! i'm so lucky to hv u as my lecturer. so sweet of u to tell me, u would rush back after ur meeting just because u didn't want to miss my crit! i really felt more assured to hv u there, because if i got shot, u would sure help me to defend, right? :p

and other lecturers too, Mr chieu, Mr poh, Mr timothy, Ms sherry and Mr kim nam. Thanks for all ur encouragements. I'll keep it up and do it even better nxt time!:D

and my classmates who were there. love u guys, really. haha :)

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but, i want to apologise to mummy,
because of me, ur life bcm so tough,
i hv really used up alot of ur money which u earned with sweat and toil.
i feel so guilty to hear ur scolding yesterday.
so sorry, i will try to be more frugal.

and U,
i do care about u. just in a different way that u're expecting.
that's why u didn know.
sorry if i did hurt u.
knew that u were in bad mood, so i didn dare to tell u that i did well in my presentation.
haix, really wish to share with u at the vy first moment.
but, heard that ur exam was tough and u were moody because of it.
i hold my words.

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so,
in conclusion, it's holiday now!
yipee!
ltr will meet up with dearest sis cath for dinner!
she dates me. grins.

bye readers. have a nice day. :)

my formal attire for presentation yesterday ;D

i know i pouted. cannot arr.

happy birthday ya

2009-08-31T01:06:00.001+08:00

Happy 52th Birthday Malaysia! :)
Happy Birthday to my 'yi zhang'(my uncle) too :))
hope that malaysia prosperous and peaceful always,
yi zhang healthy always!
:D

emoemoemoemo

2009-08-31T00:51:00.019+08:00

okay now, i dunno what goes wrong with my blogspot, the icons all became so weird n some of them even disappeared. =.- darn.
so sorry, sista. i updating now alright. :)

* * *

the reason why i was so no time to blog

was all thank to my primer two project.

finally, i submitted my work.

it was really kinda HARDwork,

i used up my strength, sweat and even BLOOD

i accidentally cut a slice of my flesh from my left second finger

with a darn it new sharp blade!

ouchhhhhh.

i was really stunned when i saw the way the blood oozed out,

like it was some auto-refill machine,

haiy.

damn sad to see my alien-shaped finger right now.

really hope it will heal asap :'(
and hope that i can get a good result after all the efforts i did : /

* * *

i'll be hving seven weeks holidays soon.

mum urged me to get a job during my hols.

yeahh, to earn some pocket money.

i think i'll start looking for one on this wed.

ohh, i'll be moving on monday,

which is today, juz realised :x

i told you all alrdy right, about the place.

hrmm, so issit alright that i don't repeat myself?

not in the mood. so sorry guys :'(

* * *

should i just don't bother?

blind and deafen myself?

my model. <3

2009-07-30T20:59:00.002+08:00

hi readers

i feel i'm getting slack recently

i kno pretty clear tat

i hv to do it,

i hv to finish it

within e limited time

but my brain n limbs are lyk dislocated.

o.o

lecturers are lyk hving quite high expectation towards me,

they kept on asking :"wher's ur model?"

ohhnoo.

i rrly dun wish to disappoint or fail them :(

aza aza

another sleepless night.

ciao.

2009-07-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

sakeenath. me. neny.

archimates.

***

moodless. i dunno why should i made such a big fuss.

just felt lyk got provoked.

sorry.

mayb i was too much.

it's just a photo,

anyways.

haiy,

i dunno how to continue my design

.....

2009-07-29T19:11:00.003+08:00

nothing much today.

went 'art friend' at orchard to grab my materials with sakeenath.

then, went sch for some first-aid n fire precaution talk thg

*waste of time*

okayy, so now i hv to continue my refinement on my hub model alrdy

oww,

i juz had a short conversation with darling at msn.

now back to work!

ciao, ppl :)

sad. i wanna buy e blouse n bag at bugis. sad. :'(

2009-07-29T02:48:00.002+08:00

OHYA.

Auntie didn come bec tonite! yipee.

e whole room is mine, for tonight. :D

ciaoz.

had dinner at hip hip diners USA

2009-07-29T01:51:00.010+08:00

opps. it's alrdy 1.57am nw, so it's yesterday alrdy, i went for a short date with my sister catherine. :D
actually e intention to date my sis, was to hv a proper dinner n buy materials frm 'art friend'..
i had dinner, but 'art friend' was closed b4 i got there. o.o sigh.
here goes some pictures!
C:

choco brownie.

lamb shank.

sister catherine.

at bugis street.

* * * * * *

i bought him a gift, to make up for his bday and btw as a present for our first anniversary C:1st of aug, his sis' bday too. :D

n so, as a result, i'm now penniless. o.o

anw, love u lots sis. :D

nights ppl,

i hv to stay up for my model :C

homesick.

2009-07-24T00:07:00.005+08:00

homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick
homesick

i dunno y. but i really am.

deathly. horrible. terrible.

2009-07-23T23:35:00.012+08:00

i think i got some kinda allergy on my skin now. it's itchy red everywhere at my laps.
ohgosh. i ate only cai tou kuih.
issit tat means i'm allergic to carrot or yam?
or it's tis place too dirty n dusty?
propably, both.
darn it.
rrly hate it. i cnt wait to leave here.
super horrible. irritated. gross. nauseating. yucks!

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usually i suppose i will feel slpy by this time
i kno i'm tired,yet just dun feel lyk slping.
i'm going hm tmr, it's rrly sumthg joyous,
&definitely deserve to be looking forward to
sound so pathetic. O.O

actually it's just a causeway away..

but, it is.
i miss mum.
i miss fresh air.
i miss clean place.
i miss heater.
i miss washing machine.
i miss mum's home-cooked dishes.
i miss my room.
i miss my bed.
i miss my wardrobe.
i miss my clothes inside it.

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wat's wrong with me.
& wat's wrong with u?
idk.

let it go, please

winter,evening in japan.

kinda emo, reflecting wat i'm feeling now.

current mood: moodless.

2009-07-21T22:46:00.010+08:00

yay!
i think the first part of primer 2 is cming to an end.
but then, tat indicates part 2 is cming soon
O.O
haha.
i had my interim crit today. i did talked quite fluently.
but i didn get much positive feedback or praises,
i got shot downT.T
i think it's because my scheme is not good enough.
i'm dissatisfied with it too.
:C
nvm. i'll do it betta nxt time.

i think i'm alrdy worn out
after all those slpless night n tortures frm illness..
mummy, i need tonics.
:D

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i think i'll be moving soon.
i know. AGAIN.
haha.
i'll be staying with my classmate, suphatta.
then v'll bcm classmate cum roommate :D
but then rental fee is exp.

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i miss mummy. him. onghui. sistas. friends.
c.i.a.o.z. C:

ohyya. my fringe is longgg.
should i cut it or nottt?
urmmm.

2009-07-14T23:03:00.003+08:00

"happy birthday to darling,

happy birthday to darling,

happy birthday to you :*"

today is my darling's 18th birthday.

big boy alrdy:DD

dun cry so much alrdy ya xDD

lol

i bought darling a cake, through jerry's helping hand.

(: thumb up to jerry!

n myself bought a cake here,

via skype, i sang birthday song to darling:DD

he did gave me a bigg grinnn:*

my effort paid off! heh.

but then..

before i could gv e love-shaped cake a candid shot,

i dropped it -__________-
carelessss me :(
anyways, love u darling!

eighteen, is a flowers-blossom-year!

2009-07-09T21:14:00.005+08:00

good evening ppl.
i'm hving a slight fever n i cough.
do e symptoms make any sense to u?
u're right, H1N1 .
lol.
feeling nausea n freaking terrible now. :C
mayb is becoz i ate too much tinned food,
i finished up 2 tin tuna with white breads in 2 days.
gasps.
i'm horribly in bad diet man.
*sniffle* i knew it pretty well myself,
but i juz couldn't help it,
it's so conveniet to eat tinned food...
haiy
mummy, i miss ur home-cooked meals & U!o.o

current temp: 37.5 degree celcius.
can die.
bitch is back. walao eh. can die faster to 'smell ' her -________-

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him.him.him.him.him.
*grinss*
he is always my best-est medicine.
well, to cure my heart especially.
it's so efficacious to me. only:D
i love u lotss darling.

okay, coursemates,

i promise here,

if i don't feel betta tmr morning,

i will quarantine myself.

ciao.

2009-07-05T23:27:00.014+08:00

okay okay my darling nicole. Updates. lol

i was busy. mayb was pretended to be busy :p no! i REALLY was.lol
alright.my days were suckx. first, because i moved to a place tat i dun lyk. AT ALL.
actually, e place is hhrmm.. not too bad. if, i cn ignore those irritating factors.
it's a condo. but! it's at woodlands
it's omg far away frm my sch.
one and a half hour is needed for only a single trip to my sch.
added up together, i need 3 stupid long hours to travel to n fro frm sch everyday
ow. idiot.
second, my roommate.
i kno it's rude to criticize ppl frm head to toe.
but, she.....is OMG unbelievable unbearable!
e first day i went into e room, it's kinda eerie. . .*gasp*
it's lyk e whole room is vacant, except e bed is occupied.
dust was everywhere, and it was white. amazing rite?
after awhile, i found e answer for my doubt,
a big bottle of baby powder laid on her bed.o.o
okay. in a short n clean sentence. she is dirty.
okay nxt,she smells. tat's e worst thg.
ohya. she's a thirty plus single old woman.
oh, a big jiejie. spew.
dunno why i dislike her so much now..
mayb it's e time matter.
i can adjust myself. inhale deep deep deeplyy. exhale slowly...good method to calm down.
& tis darn place got no heater -_________-
imagine how i endure to bathe early in e morning. shiok

*****************************************************************

my assignment is up since e very first day i bec to sch.
it's sort of big one. n it's an individual work.
i love it. C:
to design a hub tat is based on a certain artist's artwork.
our aim is, walking through e hub is like walking through e painting.
woa. haha
yeaa..
anw i'll do my very best to accomplish it. C:

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nicole darling: going to hv hols soon? dun forget to date me ya=*
onghui: will update a post about our newlywed night soon ya! love u:DD
cindy: take good care of urself! n enjoy ur new college life ther!
susu: milk is so expt in s'pore, but! i'll try to drink more LOL
ccy: gurl,u seem getting more used to ur new life ther right?keep it up n stay
prettie!
shiling shuyi n elay: i'll make it up for u guys nxt time. coz tat stupid idiot auntie rrly gets on my nerve n drive off all my good mood!!!!

that bitchy. scolded me. she said my typing sound made her cnt slp..
walao eh i hv been calling her jiejiejiejie all tis while..
she jiejie? my foot!
wth.
u cockroach step u step u step u step u step u step u step u to hell!

bye. i kno i'm violent.

i love u sista♥

2009-06-25T22:56:00.012+08:00

yeaapp. i met up with onghui n shiling today♥

it was sort of gurls-day-out, but. there was an exception.

u ask me w h y?

dun tell u, secret.

we wandered around in cs. did some window & real shopping.C:

we had our lunch at 'tang chao'

& of coz, we chitchatchitchat+gossipgossip for a long time

ohya.we met nah.

so unfortunately, onghui spot him frm level 3. hahahah

i yelled so loud wei..

but small little eyes still couldn't catch sight of us. =.-

pity my larynx. hv to spa it with 'pipa gao' alrdy. C:

we took some pictures!

grin:DD

*************************

i guess i'll be missing shiling badly once she starts her studies in inti. :C

anw, sis all e best! i love u:*

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bye readersC:

finally.something good.

2009-06-25T03:24:00.004+08:00

ppls.

i got a good news here.

i got my grade for my first assignment.

it's

A+ :D

i'm flying.

i'll definitely wear a big grin while i slp ltr C:

arhahahahahhaha.

btw.

this piece of good announcement did successfully healed my sorrowful wounds.

:C i was listless for e past 24+ hoursss.

sorry darling. keep u worried for so long.

will tell u this good one when the crack of dawn. grin.

*****************************************************

i love u.

emo. i'm emo.

2009-06-19T20:41:00.015+08:00

hey, ppl.

i didn keep to my promise, isn't it..=.-
i still couldn't bring myself to be keen in updating my blog constantly :C

yesterday was a nightmare.

i wasn't truthfully conscious for e bad news that strucked me right on my head.
i might be left behind AGAIN.

by accepting e solid fact, it's cruel enough to me.
ohnoo. once again, emo post :C
cnt breath normally. being weighed down by tons of worries.
first prob cm to mind, accommodation. second, loneliness.
ohya, i hven mention wad's going on yet right..
i'll be losing my 2 roommates, sooner or later.
so, tat signifies, in a technical way, i'll be losing my current staying place.
sooner or later. yeaa..
plus, i'm stucked between indecisions.

have i really chosen e right path for my future?

now only i doubt about it.

ridiculous. i'm so unreasonably RIDICULOUS.

i feel i'll always get hungry easily at night when i'm depressed. snacks. best.

so, tat's my friday night:C

2009-06-17T14:36:00.004+08:00

ohya!

ppl, let u all hv a peep at how much i have archieved so far for my drawingggg
i. simply. love. it.

2009-06-17T13:10:00.005+08:00

the day before was quite a tiring one. but fulfilling in a way too.

i met jerry up during noon hours. he was in his super-casual-attiture again. i wonder y he likes HOT PANTS so muchhh=.= plus he left his oxy5 on his face-_____- u kno rite, tat pimple-killing cream will leave white spots on e face. but he seemed to enjoy leaving them under attentions. :p ha. after all, jerry is nice. he walked me to e exit towards e custom. gv u a big thumb-up here jerry! C:

i was working a part-time job in e evening. so, before that, i went bec to clean up my room ther.

that was e tiring part. haha

for e first day of job, we were late. arhahaha. chandog said, all thanks to goh wei peng. i admitted. it was my fault:C i bathed when e time only left 10 minutes bcoz i was too sticky after all e moppings. it's true horr chandog! ltr he will be calling me 'pao xian' againo.o

job of a telemarketer is BORING. all i felt for e 2 hours plus time was 'burning thirst for water'..... okayy. i couldn't deny ther's a good side, that i did learn sumthg frm it. C: well. calling to talk wasn't as scary as i thought after all. at e end of e day, i got 9 mobile numbers out of 3 pages of phone list. winks. :D *flashing teeth* lol both of them, chandog n jienxin were nt bad too, got 8 each. hahahahaaha i won. :p

but, it was e first n last time for us to work ther. most probably.:C

chandog n jienxin dun feel lyk going anymore but i plan to go for e last time today.

so i intended to text her, but my hp out of credits. shyt.

n she's angry with me now n complained to my sis. my sis actually said tat she has scolded her. (she's my sis' fren & e pic)

drengg. die. no more chance in e future. T.T

well, juz let it be. wad to do lerhh.

chills.

i should snap in puachukang' head lol

yakult good for health!

2009-06-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

i love yakult.

it's a 'must!' drink after meals C:

on vacation:p

2009-06-14T15:24:00.006+08:00

I'm hving vacation for 3 weeks. HOLIDAYS. i'm supposedly on cloud nine to hear e term. IF, i'm hving it with friends. ohh.please. shyt. not tat again! sentimentality floods. eww.
let's rewind, about 1 month bec. glad to say, thgs tat i hv done are plentyyy C: heh.mostly they are related to my course. models. design journals. presentations.i wish i cn obtain good marks for my semester one. C: go efforts go!
other than tat, i finished watching my boys over flowersC: korean version of meteor garden. i'm now freaky in love wif koo jun pyur & jihoo sanbae! <3 lols.
i had my driving test on last wed. e outcome grieves me, even till nowT.T.i fail. Nevermind though. i'm determined to pass for e next test! but,e truth is, I HATE DRIVING. i really do. -_____- e more i hate it, e more i want to overcome it! so bold to say :p haha. haix.grey clouds overcast e sky above me nw because of tis failure. I M SADDD. seriously.ish.so exp to get a licience mann.. :C i hate u, kancil! i hate u, hibiscus! I hate e agent ‘shaolin’ to e core!
finee. ppl. i'm nw in jb, at home. out of boredom, i'm drawing again:D long time ago ever since i draw. naturally, it's buildings tis time. haha. ermm, i'm trying to experience painting buildings in watercolour. my favourite mediumC: limpid and attractive. well. it's good to hv a small little exercise for holidays, right?:D but, instead of using watercolour paper, i hv drawn it on normal drawing block. wasted. =/ so, e effect will be greatly different. -.- why is tat so, because i’m penniless nw T.T e paper is exp.wad else. ppl. i think i hv finished all roughly. i'll try hard to keep my blogspot updated always, alrite. won't leave it so pathetically NOTHING again. C: da gougou :D tag me tag me tag me :DDDD

drawing, calms me C:

2009-06-13T19:52:00.004+08:00

exactly 1 month

happy birthdayC:

2009-05-13T10:11:00.013+08:00

"happy birthday to u,

u're borned in e zoo,

with e monkey n e donkey,

n e monkey kiss u!"

Happy Birthday my Onghui!:*

i sang it outloud through e phone to my qin ai de. & she was hapy to hear my sweet voice:DD

today is hers 18th b'day! worff.big gurl alrdy qin ai de! i miss u badly:( althot i cnt celebrate wif u:( super sad mann.. but,as i hv promised, i'll hv a present for u. well, actually, it'll be a s u r p r i s e, so look forward to it kayy.. hahahaha

once again. muackz! i love u myhui! :*

happy mother's day♥

2009-05-13T09:15:00.012+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

i knew it's abit late :p

kaykay.

let pictures tell e story:DD

my sis treated us japanese food! ha

& i bought my mum a bag!

yumyum sushi! :3

i'll love u forever mumy!

muackz!~

2009-05-13T01:06:00.017+08:00

hi everyone. such a long time mann i didn spout rubbish at my spot which is here! haha nvm, dun worry i m bec! coz i got my new lappie! haha :DD

i start enjoying my life here.
e only prob is i missing everyone lyk hell:(
i love my course damn lots seriously!<3
yet, ther's so much to learn & enhance.

okayy.
i'll show u e place wher i'm staying. sum parts of villa azura! :)

main entrance

swimming pool

2009-05-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

Actually i intented to update my blog few weeks ago. somehow e intention was juz put off..-__- perhaps it's bcoz i dun own my laptop yet. life rather suckx when i feel myself being barred. stagnant. suffocated. nerve-racking mann.... .

i still cnt adapt to e foreign changes around me. new n unfamiliar. i'm damn terrify of uncertain. i feel loss most of e time. everythg appears so mazy to me. i'm lyk a helpless traveller who is stucked in a strange place but find no one to ask for e way.

2009-04-22T23:49:00.010+08:00

wee :D

powerful reddd mann.

(it's e group's name-__-)

international student club freshman orientation.

2009-04-22T23:08:00.008+08:00

h e y y ppl!!!

miss me?haha *spew* dun do tat pls:'(

yyupp. i'm currently living in s'pore. get a quite nice place(it's a private apartment -'villa azura' wopps.) to stay &

2 friendly+'craziee' rommates to live with. *lol* well. i'm now adjusting my mood to adapt to all e new and

unkowns. to me, it's totally a freshy turning point. chin up. smile:D

ohh friends! i'm missing u guys sickly:(

2009-04-09T23:04:00.006+08:00

oww.

happy b'day to weikeong!
congrat to join e eighteen's !

thanks for e great meal in pizza hut.
flour is good. lol

i ran away halfway though..forced tooo :'(
had to rush bec home before mum did.
& i did it!
ha.
i ran until lungs almosts bursting lorr.
ran all e way bec lyk a maddie -________-
ohhya. i met an old angmo on bus.
i was actually sat at e outer seat, then he requested to sit e empty place beside me,
once seated down. he told me alot of thgsss -____________-
: hot ar. m'sia weather is hot ya? (fanning himself wif newspaper)
: i live here. i juz bec frm australia 3 weeks ago.
: i'm finding staffs n place to stay.i run business here.
: where do u stay? pelangi? ow. nice place!
: ow. u got a nice face(show a gesture tat circling his face using finger)
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lol though.
haix. hv to enhance my english power alrdy. so embarassing..i only nodded n showing faking smile most of e time.. of coz i got replied some short phrases laa. manner wad. o.o

darling dun lyk me to speak to stranger.
kaykayy. no more n e x t time(:

2009-04-09T22:50:00.006+08:00

w e l l .

it's not good to be berserk.

c o n d e s c e n d i n g may be betta.

ilovefreeair♥

2009-04-09T21:59:00.009+08:00

ohh! my onghui!~

(i stole tis. is an extract right?) arhahahah :pp

i didn forget about youuu kie.. juz couldn't manage e time to post again ):

as if u say i hv forgotten.lollol. lalalalaaa (crapss)

our outing is onnnn 4th april..last saturday(: (c..i remember so clearly)

U c u t ur hair worr..... :(

it looks fresh though. lovveee uuu :*

ow. tat day..i met my qin ai de onghui:DD (repeating.opps. haha)

v c h a t t e d for a very very very looooong time..

facetoface. tat feeling was juz simply a w e s o m e. weeee

touched again e feeling tat was once v used to, so familiar, during our sec sch time,

it was lyk an old reverie was being revived.

yikes. i'm being sentimental again. arhahahahaha =x

kaykayy. fullstop.

ohya. my onghui was being bullied!

heyy! how dare youuuuuuuu egoistic bitches!

haix. some kinda college's friends...

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myhui: i lovvvvveee youuu! bear wif those 'barks' awhile more. perk up! i back u up always sis.

muackss! ha.

2009-03-31T23:30:00.010+08:00

well. e time is still early to be called as today. so
after throwing part of e messy stuffs out of my brain.
i shall say little about wad i was busying around for e day.
i went sp today. to collect e enrolment package. a big white envelope.
got my first-choice of course. taking off soon. relief*
i went for medical checkup.
blood test, urine test(funny occasion happened lol secret), x-ray(looked damn stupid in e extra huge purple robe), other physical check(bmi, eyes, blood pressure...) and doctor consulting section.
total $42.00.
e report will b out on 2nd. official enrolment is on 3rd.
e formalities of e enrolment will b done in tis week.
orientation on 13th. start schling on 20th.
fast. i'll break free.
soon. i'll hv my dream taking off.
i love sp. i'm glad for wad i hv chosen. unlike sumone. pitiful.